one thing i have learnt today : Suck it up and Keep your mouth shut.
You can't always get what you want or have things go your way all the time. I should be grateful for the things i have and for someone who loves me. I guess you can't always be the victim in every situation. But i still can't deny the fact that it hurts. Each time something like this happens it leaves a shadow in my heart and as of late, the shadow is engulfing most of me.
But i know that its because of what i have gone through in the past that is making me react this way and i need to take control of it. The fear of losing someone you love, the fear of being compromised in any way or the fear of being cheated on has shaped what i thought of you. And i know thats not who you are deep down inside.
Love is an amazing thing, but it doesn't make it the easiest thing in the world. But i know with love, comes joy and blessing.
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