i love heart to heart talks, despite the agenda. Albeit happy or heart wrenching, it allows you to dig deeper into your heart. Eventually, you'll reach peace with yourself.
Yesterday, i had a HTHT with the boy. We talked about our fears (more of mine actually) and we brought up the past, the ugly and the good. Though in the midst of it all we had a little squabble which in his terms was "interrogating the criminal", i knew i had to let go of my past in order to be completely happy. While we talked and voiced out what i feared the most, or what might happen, i realized how ridiculous it sounded. How rational or sane it looked like initially when i thought of it silently, sounded psychotically absurd when i said it out loud.
It was then i realized that he had actually taken so much crap from me and still was patient as ever, assuring me he would never do anything to hurt me. Though my past will still haunt me, i know that the present will be much better. Eventually, we would reach Paradise.
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