Concrete hearts and leftovers

Its only the 3rd week of school and i'm already so drained. sigh. I don't know how i can last till the end of this semester. I don't remember this being so hard. Still have pictures from last december to post here and on fb. but. i dont feel like doing anything except sleep myself stupid.

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"Still, what I want in my life
is to be willing
to be dazzled -
to cast aside the weight of facts
and maybe even
to float a little
above this difficult world
I want to believe I am looking
into the white fire of a great mystery
I want to believe that the imperfections are nothing -
that the light is everything - that it is more than the sun
of each flawed blossom rising and fading. And i do. "