Is it because I have a brain of a naive adolescent?
Is it because I expect too much?
Is it because I still believe in fairies?
Is it because nothing is ever gonna be perfect?
Every vein in me is erupting with insecurities.
My sensory nerves seem to reject every bit of assurance.
And i continue destroying everything good that comes my way.
Last night,
I dreamt that you told me everything i ever wanted to know - I believed you.
I dreamt that we lied in bed and you assured me of all my insecurities.
I dreamt that I loved you and you loved me, I could taste you on my lips and it felt so real.
But then i woke up.
Is it because I'm just a fool for you?
Is it because I'm just afraid to lose you?
Is it because I might just will?
Is it because nothing is ever gonna be perfect?
I'm gonna keep trying. I'm gonna keep trying to be strong for you.
Because i cannot imagine a world without you.
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