So i've been neglecting this a little bit. But only because i've been going though an internal emotional roller coaster. I've never felt extremely happy and painfully devastated all in the span of a day. 2012 couldn't have ended any better though, spent it with the people who meant the world and watched the first sunrise tgr. It was amazing and i couldn't have asked for anything more.
2 years is a substantial amount of time and through this, you became a part of me. We had plans and dreamt the same dream. But, life happens and people change.
And sadly, you did - I struggled to find any truth in your lies.
We couldn't have the same conversations we used to have, and the things we talked about were reduced to the response i would give to your answers. At the mercy of clocks, i would sigh in relief that we passed another month. But how much longer can this last? When does it actually get it easier. Would it ever get easier? Can we go back to the way we were? On the 5th of every month, I would come up with excuses or not try at all so that I don't have to answer to myself if anything were to go wrong.
When would it get easier?
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