There's so much that has changed all in a span of a year and i'm glad they did. Albeit good or bad, i'm happy with the way things are now. Or at least how i've grown to be. The past year has been filled with heartbreaks and tears, bruises and scars, lies and manipulative words. I made countless mistakes and hit rock bottom face on. I was a mess.
But the thing is, sometimes, the best things happen when you least expect it. And when it comes, you need to just jump on the bandwagon and hope for the best. Only then can you look back and say, hey, things happen for a reason and you may not ever be okay with whatever happened, but acceptance is moving on. The fresh pain you still feel from time to time might still be there, and might never go away but somehow, its okay.
I realized that acceptance is where I need to be.
You can't force some things. We weren't made to carry the weight of the world on our backs. I had a simple but yet unforgettable birthday. No frills, just spent it with the people who mean the world to me. Though the boy had to work, the weekend was still unforgettable. Thanks for always putting so much effort in trying to make me happy. But the thing you don't know is that just by being with you makes me happy beyond words.
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New additions to the family - Shawarmy, Peach, Rosie & Chicky ♥
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Though 21 was a rough year for me, things got better. A whole lot better.
In a strange way, i'm glad everything happened. I'm grateful. Now that 22 has come, I wouldn't change a thing. I'm ready for whatever is to come my way.☺
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